i seriously feel like i did that time i took a whole bottle of pills. i’m shaking. and itchy. and can’t hold still. i just want to rip my skin off. my mind is completely gone. nothing feels right. i just want to go home and take a cool shower. i want to wash this feeling off of my body. i feel sick. and i don’t know why. i haven’t taken anything. i don’t know where this came from.